great summer!!

well, summer is pretty much halfway over...very surprising and unbelievable. but so far is been pretty good...although i really haven't had a week where i just did nothing...but all through august i'll probably get to do that :). my b-day was this week...it was good, i got quite a bit of money...and i'll still get lots more. i also finally got a cell phone, a pretty nice 1 too...a camera one :)...lol. but as school gets closer i'm getting more anxious and dreadfullness all at the same time. this year will have a lot stored it it. i won't be a freshman anymore, that's for sure. and i'll know everything that goes on, besides the new stuff, so i won't look like a fool for asking what the heck is that?? then by the end of the yr. i'll be looking at more and more colleges and my future...scary but exciting(still wanna go somewhere in the medical field by the way...wut i really want rite now is to go to syracuse university for premed then on to suny upstate for medical school). but then i'm dreading all this work i'll have this yr...some of my friends a yr ahead of me said there'll b a lot...specially in english, dreadful and boring subject for me...not as dreadful really just i don't like it. and then SAT's will be coming in another yr...ugh. and that's what my mom keeps telling me...if i want to b a doctor i have to look forward to at least 8 yrs. of school. idk, i think it would b alright, really its only 6 yrs. of pure bookwork...the last 2 of medical school your actually in a hospital...so, who knows what will happen with my life ahead of me...:)