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once again, i have no clue what the tile of this blog should be. i don't know, it's kinda just all BLAH!! that's kinda how this week has been. i've been tired all week from all the homework i get and soccer, theres no time right now for me to be just a regular kid. then to add in bein the editor of the school newspaper, trying to get as close to 100's in all my classes as possible, studyin for tests like every night, and trying to keep up on band and practice for all-county aud.'s in a few weeks. i'm like holy crap do i got a lot on my plate or what. and i'm still tryin(for some unknown reason, i think i'm crazy) to get into more stuff, like sci. olympiad. and then i'll probably in pit band for the school musical which will tie up a couple of nights until like 6. so yeah, i'm like exhausted and have no time what so ever. except for now, fri. nite at 8:00. of course i'm just sittin here, somewhat bored, but i didn't wanna go to the dance(our hs dances suck). but hopefully most of my friends will be at our homecoming parade and football game tomm. so that'll be fun.
another thing on my mind is all the drama this year. like the 3rd day of school everyone was like what the crap it's only the 3rd day of school and theres already so much drama. and it's true, theres soo much drama in the school rite now you can't keep up with it. i think i mite've mentioned it before, my whole 'group' of friends have all gone their seperate ways. yeah, we're all friends and stuff, but not as good as we used to be, and i don't know, it's just weird and somewhat saddening. and that's not even like half of whatsgoin on with all the drama and stuff. it's unbelivable how much there really is.
so yeah, i started this the other night and nowi'm finishing it, i don't really have more to say now, like i know i do but i forgot it all. i guess my advice is that when you have something, make sure you know how much you actually have and don't like put off things or whatever cuz you never know when it will just go away and you won't have it anymore. and i guess i gotta use my own advice, i gotta try to make the best of it that all my friends have gone like different ways and stuff...just try to move on, cuz in less than 3 years i won't have it anymore, i'm gonna b gone, away from my friends and family, and i'll truly begin my 'life'. so yeah, be thankful for what you have now and remeber it can always be worse.

well....

well, the school year for me has definatly gotten under way...i've already got about an hour and a half of h/w each night, all on top of playing soccer. so yeah, i'm exhausted right now. i'm doin good tho, and i just keep tellin myself it'll get harder the farther i go on and i'll be staying up for like 36 hours in about 10 years so i should consider myself lucky right now...lol. and yes, i still want to become a doctor, and i can't wait till i can actually call myself one. but that won't be for another 10 years, so right now i'm just trying to enjoy life as much as possible and keep workin hard in school and stuff. i've gotten to see all my friends tons more cuz of school, then we all go to football games and each others games and stuff too. we wanna go to the movies and have more parties or somtin, but it's hard right now cuz everyone always has something going on, and there's not really a day that all of us can do something. but luckily i can at least see them durin they day and i try to as much as possible. like i've said before and i pretty much always will, live your life as much as possible, you never know what can happen the next day...whether you can get hit by a car, diagnosed with cancer or somtin. andf those diseases and things shouldn't be an excuse to go out and live life...i feel that we should live life as much as possible before they happen...it's better that way. i like the song we live by superchick...it's a really good song and if you read the lyrics there like the same as what i just said.
so that's pretty much it goin on in my life. o yea our team is 2-8, not very good by most standards, but our school's soccer team is never any good, everyone goes out for football...they think it's better. o well. i guess i should go work on h/w and clean the house and stuff. keep on checkin my blog out!! --ryan

school

ugh, like i've been sayin all summer...school has killed me. i am exhausted and i haven't gotten like any sleep since last monday(labor day) and i won't get any until maybe this sat. yea, but w/ soccer and bein newspaper editor and h/w, i just have no time anymore. i'm lucky to be able to talk to people and writing in here right now. but yeah, i thought i would just write something quick to say how school is going. it's good other than the fact of waking up. i like all of my classes. my lunch and study hall kinda suck...of course my only 2 free periods of the day. but other than that i'm good. we lost of course, in our soccer game today. we sucked the 1st half then did awesome the 2nd...but we couldn't come back. so we're 1 and 4 overall(1 win 4 loses). but other than that i don't really have anything else to say...i just realized i havent had time to think about other stuff and whatnot so i've got like no worries or thoughts to put down here...lol. well, i guess that's it for tonight...i'll probably write in more all about the 1st week and stuff this weekend.....peace

summer is.....over : (

well, it's labor day weekend...which means the fair(the state fair, ny) is ending, which means summer is over and school starts this week. jeesh, there's lots of signs this weekend that it's over. like the crappy weather we've had...rain and cold...stupid hurricanes...lol. and the cold is back, which means winter will b here within 2 months(where i live it snows by the end of oct...halloween as kids me and my bro always had to wear snowsuits under our costume since it was so cold). i guess i'm kinda ready for winter tho...first time actually in a while that i have been. the cold always kind of does good with me...like i can never sleep in a hot room...even in the winter i have my fan in my room on high, even if it's -20 outside...i like to cover tottaly in blankets and get warm like that. i probably get that from living in upstate ny...when winter begins in oct. and ends in april or may and frosts arn't uncommon in june...i guess you gotta be coldblooded or else you really can't survive here. i was actually just thinkin the other day...i'm like to my mom sarcastically "ooo i can't wait till those days where it's too cold to snow...and when you walk out to the bus at quarter to 7 and the -10 degree air and the -25 wind chill wakes you up and your whole body pretty much freezes...screw coffee we got the weather to wake us up in the morning...then as soon as you get on the bus you blow in your hands and arms trying to warm up". and then there's also the days where i gotta go threw at least a foot of snow that fell during the night and is on the driveway...and if your reading this and think that school should be closed since a foot fell...think again, i've gone to school when 2 ft. of snow fell over a 1/4 of an inch of ice...everyone was fed up with my school but we still had to go...and then the day where on the normally 8 min. drive to school suddenly turned into a 20 min. one when it became a complete whiteout, the only way you know where to go was the small car tracks on the road...the rest of the road was covered in snow, and halfway there we had to pull over to wipe the windshields and windows off because the snow was falling so fast(around 5 inches an hour) that the wipers couldn't push it all off fast enough. but anyway, as i was saying, i love the mornings when you gotta go threw the foot of snow on your driveway and your pants and sneakers get soaked(we don't wear boots to school round here unless your 5...lol). so yeah, some people in the world can relate to my stories...the one's who live in a redneck town and in the good ol' northern us...but then there are the people who are like yeah right, it can't snow 5 inches an hour...or no snowday for 2 ft. of snow and sheets of ice underneath. but, all the stories are true...of course i have to thank lake ontario to make all these stories possible...so thank you lake ontario for your wonderful snow storms and the normal anual snowfall total's averaging around 200 inches...but can get up to 250 and never under 175.

well, if your reading this i'm surprised that you actually didn't get bored with all my 'weather' talk. but i felt i needed to say it...and i'm actually kinda proud that i can tell stories like that...and not be makin um up. but yeah, this is what i go threw every year before school...the thought of winter and stuff. i'm kinda ready for school this week...but kinda not,i don't wanna wake up. and hopefully kinda this yr. won't go by quite as fast as last yr. did...but it'll probably go faster as i get closer to going to college. i've been tottaly for becomin a doctor and stuff, but this morning i was thinking wow i'm getting to the point where i have to make a descion that will affect the rest of my life and i have noone to help me or make the descion for me. i'm like, omg, i'm finally getting old and whatever. so i'm going to live life as much as i can and care about things like school and stuff but at the same time have a great time with my friends and family......while i still can.
and that's what i guess i'm gonna close with...my advice to you, and hopefully your not too old to use this...cuz if you are you probably can agree with me: while your young, live your life as much as possible, don't have regrets about stupid things like high school boyfriend or girlfriends(really i found out it's better to be single, nothing is holding you back then) and have fun and many night's that you have fun at and you love and will always remember. because wether or not you like it, you're getting older and closer to the point where you'll be more concentrated on your job, family, and surviving in the 'real' world as most people call it.