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once again, i have no clue what the tile of this blog should be. i don't know, it's kinda just all BLAH!! that's kinda how this week has been. i've been tired all week from all the homework i get and soccer, theres no time right now for me to be just a regular kid. then to add in bein the editor of the school newspaper, trying to get as close to 100's in all my classes as possible, studyin for tests like every night, and trying to keep up on band and practice for all-county aud.'s in a few weeks. i'm like holy crap do i got a lot on my plate or what. and i'm still tryin(for some unknown reason, i think i'm crazy) to get into more stuff, like sci. olympiad. and then i'll probably in pit band for the school musical which will tie up a couple of nights until like 6. so yeah, i'm like exhausted and have no time what so ever. except for now, fri. nite at 8:00. of course i'm just sittin here, somewhat bored, but i didn't wanna go to the dance(our hs dances suck). but hopefully most of my friends will be at our homecoming parade and football game tomm. so that'll be fun.
another thing on my mind is all the drama this year. like the 3rd day of school everyone was like what the crap it's only the 3rd day of school and theres already so much drama. and it's true, theres soo much drama in the school rite now you can't keep up with it. i think i mite've mentioned it before, my whole 'group' of friends have all gone their seperate ways. yeah, we're all friends and stuff, but not as good as we used to be, and i don't know, it's just weird and somewhat saddening. and that's not even like half of whatsgoin on with all the drama and stuff. it's unbelivable how much there really is.
so yeah, i started this the other night and nowi'm finishing it, i don't really have more to say now, like i know i do but i forgot it all. i guess my advice is that when you have something, make sure you know how much you actually have and don't like put off things or whatever cuz you never know when it will just go away and you won't have it anymore. and i guess i gotta use my own advice, i gotta try to make the best of it that all my friends have gone like different ways and stuff...just try to move on, cuz in less than 3 years i won't have it anymore, i'm gonna b gone, away from my friends and family, and i'll truly begin my 'life'. so yeah, be thankful for what you have now and remeber it can always be worse.