where did winter go??

well the title explains it all. winter has not come here yet. we've only had about 40 inches so far this yr, very low. today it finally snowed and it stuck a lil, but then it melted. its like depressing. and like x-mas is nxt week...it will be a green one and like all the old people that are like in their 50's and 60's can only remember like 1 green x-mas. really, its not x-mas unless you have at least 6 in. which we're only gonna have NONE!! so yeah, it sux, and everyone is like weirded out bout it cuz of shopping and stuff. noone is ahead of it and its cuz it just doesn't feel like x-mas. its been in the 40's the last 2 weeks and so yeah.
but anyways, only 3 more days of skool left. which is good and bad. of course i had to be sick today, and so i missed 2 tests, and i have 1 or 2 of um tomm. then another test thurs. and a quiz then too. so yeah, great time to be sick...not. so i'll be sick of skool these last 2 days. but i've caught up on a lot of sleep. sun. i went to bed at 830, i was so tired. and then i slept most of the day today. so i'm pretty much caught up i guess.
umm, wut else. o we had our 'winter ball' last weekend. it was good; it was better than i thought it was going to be. i thought it was gonna b pretty stupid and everyone seemed to be making a bigger deal than it really was. but i had a lot of fun and me and all my friends finally hung out...haven't it a looooonnnnng time. then this fri. we're all hangin out again. so its all good. can't wait cuz i've just gotta hang out w/ friends and stuff. haven't really done it in a long time.
umm, but other than that, i'm pretty good. as long as i feel better tomm. i'll be great; cept all the tests...but who cares, its only 1...lol. keep readin, even though noone does....

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well hey, yeah its 1 of those posts.......lol, the long long dots. yeah i think i'm just gonna ramble. lets see...well i hate some people. my neighbor, can be such an ass sometimes, and so her mom is having a x-mas party...and she won't let kids come and stuff, which is so stupid cuz kids are always with the families and stuff all the parties and wut not...but neways so shes babysitting, and then at 5 tonight she told me that she was spending the night at my house...now this is the 1st i had heard about it...me and my parents. so we are all like dumbfounded about this, cuz we're just like since when and all that. so yeah, and i'm exhausted cuz i have not gotten a full night's sleep since thanksgiving break(the full truth...well last nite i got 10 hours of sleep...but today i was at skool from 10-4...and its a sat. so yeah that doesn't count as a full nite's sleep). and i have a soccer game and stuff tomm. nite so i wanted to actually go to bed early and like do notin all nite. so i'm just gonna like go to bed and she'll b in my house w/ like noone here...which will go interesting...but yeah, she just drives me nuts sometimes.
and then theres this other thing...its a girl...lol . betcha u could've guessed. i like her, shes moved for 2 yrs. away from here and then came back in oct. and i like her, but it's like weird cuz i don't know it would just seem really weird and we've never like seemed like we would b like that. and some ofmy friends who i have told have thought it would be weird too...but we're not like all that sure why. but like when i wanna b with her(like last nite at her bball game...well after it) like we're not near each other to talk to and other of my friends are always like in the way. and like theres 1 ofmy friends who i sware likes me but i wouldn't go out w/ her(again...lol) and i think the girl who i actually like thinks i like this other girl...cuz this other girl seems to like always be flirtin with me and stuff. so i'm like kinda mad and i just wanna talk and hang out with this girl i like cuz i seem to just like like her more and more and it really sux. so i'm like lost on what to do here(have any suggesstions...greatly appreciated).
well yeah i said everything thats on my mind rite now...thats like all thats in my head...i'm like dead rite now and not my normal self it seems and yeah, idk...but yeah...keep readin(o and help!!!)

quick update on my life :)

well, i'm POOPED!! i don't think i've gotten much sleep since thanksgiving...and i thought i didn't get a lot then. so yeah, i've been wicked busy...even though i do like nothin after skool..lol. so indoor has started...yeah, its fun and all, but all my games are at 8 or 9(or both like this past weekend)...and there in syracuse...about 45 min. in the car w/ my mom(slowwww). so like this past sun. nite i got home at 11...yeah, i nvr do that, i barely stay up till 10 ona weeknight cuz i'm always so tired. so rite now i'm exhausted...and i just had prac. 8-9ish...so yeah, we are always playin late.
and then with everything else, h/w(which has actually been like easy and none lately...confusing to me and i hate it cuz i don't think i did wut i'm supposed to do at nite and i have no clue wut to do...lol...i'm that pathetic) and i gotta be studyin all the stuff for SO...which is comin up fast so i gotta do majorly lots of studyin over wicked hard stuff!!! it's all like AP stuff...college AP stuff i shoud say...and only bein a sophmore....u get the pic...but it is kinda neat...i mean it gives me stuff to do, and it seems really fun.
umm, wut else. o yeah!!we have snow...well actually it's melting at the moment(even tho its 10...normally it should b in the low 20's rite now)where i live i only had about an inch...but a lot of my friends had over 4...a town about 20 miles from here...very hicktownish, all my friends that live there we all call um hicks...they had a lil over a foot. so yeah winter's here. cept its supposed to b in the 40's all nxt week...which sux. it's really depressing roudn here...noone thinks its x-mas time cuz theres no snow!!i mean seriously, our house w/ our lites looks horrible cuz theres no snow. snow just makes it better!!! lol.
well, i think that's it...not much new as usual. i'm like that i guess...never really change. i only do if i absolutly positivly have to!lol. well, keep readin the blog(even tho noone seems to...lol)