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well hey, yeah its 1 of those posts.......lol, the long long dots. yeah i think i'm just gonna ramble. lets see...well i hate some people. my neighbor, can be such an ass sometimes, and so her mom is having a x-mas party...and she won't let kids come and stuff, which is so stupid cuz kids are always with the families and stuff all the parties and wut not...but neways so shes babysitting, and then at 5 tonight she told me that she was spending the night at my house...now this is the 1st i had heard about it...me and my parents. so we are all like dumbfounded about this, cuz we're just like since when and all that. so yeah, and i'm exhausted cuz i have not gotten a full night's sleep since thanksgiving break(the full truth...well last nite i got 10 hours of sleep...but today i was at skool from 10-4...and its a sat. so yeah that doesn't count as a full nite's sleep). and i have a soccer game and stuff tomm. nite so i wanted to actually go to bed early and like do notin all nite. so i'm just gonna like go to bed and she'll b in my house w/ like noone here...which will go interesting...but yeah, she just drives me nuts sometimes.
and then theres this other thing...its a girl...lol . betcha u could've guessed. i like her, shes moved for 2 yrs. away from here and then came back in oct. and i like her, but it's like weird cuz i don't know it would just seem really weird and we've never like seemed like we would b like that. and some ofmy friends who i have told have thought it would be weird too...but we're not like all that sure why. but like when i wanna b with her(like last nite at her bball game...well after it) like we're not near each other to talk to and other of my friends are always like in the way. and like theres 1 ofmy friends who i sware likes me but i wouldn't go out w/ her(again...lol) and i think the girl who i actually like thinks i like this other girl...cuz this other girl seems to like always be flirtin with me and stuff. so i'm like kinda mad and i just wanna talk and hang out with this girl i like cuz i seem to just like like her more and more and it really sux. so i'm like lost on what to do here(have any suggesstions...greatly appreciated).
well yeah i said everything thats on my mind rite now...thats like all thats in my head...i'm like dead rite now and not my normal self it seems and yeah, idk...but yeah...keep readin(o and help!!!)